Again I am burnt from tennis trainning. Now I look stupid.UglyFugly. Tennis was freaking fun today. Was funny, laughed alot.
Bert is Crazy Nutty Funny((:
Rachel chan is so cute!
JAMIE IS SIMBA!! jamie dont kill me(:
Sharon is BLACK STUFF!!!
QianQian is so demure
WINNIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-------
Kuo En!! YOU!!YOU!!YOU!!

OK I think I'm super high now. wheee---
Can't wait for trainning tmr. Going to be so fun!
Ok I shan't crap anymore..
Thinking of changing to LiveJournal..maybe later k bert.


' Sing.Sing a Song '
@Wednesday, November 29, 2006 @9:33 PM

HELLO
CANDACE is at my house now. And we are the super bored people.



' Happy me '
@Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @3:02 PM

You Will Never Walk Alone
Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
You may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone
The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears

Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember where ever you may go

Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully





Ashika! you will never walk alone again. Know that he will always be there even though you feel distant, he's still there loveing you((:



' spend a life time loving you '
@Monday, November 27, 2006 @11:48 PM

Amen
Verse1
On days of gray
When doubt clouds my view
Its so hard to see past my fears
My strength seems to fade
And its all I can do
To hold on, till the light reappears.
Still, I believe though some rain's bound to fall
That you're here next to me
And you're over it all.

CHORUS
Lord, the sky's still blue
For my hope is in you
You're my joy, You're the dream thats still alive
Like the wind at my back
And the sun on my face
You are life,You're grace.
You are blue skies, You're my
blue skies

Verse 2
When nights are long
Seems the dark has no end
Still we walk on in the light of the truth
For waiting beyond, where the morning begins
Is the dawn, and your mercy anew.
Oh, to believe we're alive in your love
There is so much to see,
if we keep looking up.


Bridge
You filled the heavens with hope and a higher love
A picture of promise for life.




He is watching over me no matter what. Even when it's rainning.
My Lord God and Heavenly Father I LOVE YOU((:

' Lollipops; Jelly bean; Gummie bears; Malted Candy-sugar rush '

@ @12:49 AM

unbearable
My christmas prayer is to be able to run again.
For my legs to be able to with stand long distances.
To not feel the sharp pain.
To be ME again.
Amen.




' I'll be right beside you dear '
@ @12:34 AM

dancing bears - painted things
Dancing bears and painted things remind me of old memories in old boxes,
Sealed up tight so that I will not forget special people like you.
Lights, lollipops and merry-go-rounds make me grin real big.
Orange things with black strips make me want to bounce.
Jamming till the house goes down makes me hyper.
Running lets all that is within me run lose.

Singing his praises lifts me off my feet.
Swirls and whirls take me on a spin.
Holding hands make me smile.




There's a war going on at home. Between the spongebob (eunice) and my brother! No seriously they are crazy nuts. My brother throws one bomb, my sister throws two. She throws three, my bro throws four. I need PEACE!! But it's kind of amusing((: Anyways, the lights at the shops made me smile:D


' Sing me a song '
@Saturday, November 25, 2006 @9:18 PM

stick it
Stick it is totally outrageous!
ULTRA MEGA COOL!! (as dawn would say)
Show was rockín cool. Reminds me of all the flips and flops and round offs I and Prissy used to do into the swimming pools. And that girl wont be spending christmas in singapore): I just finished painting my grandma's nails freakish RED! she cool yeah((: and she is 85 years old. Believe or not, she is my coolest grandmama.
I smiled today I think. I tried. Suppose to have tennis with girls today but it poured!!It was like rainning cats and dogs and lions and tiggers!! Anyways, tennis maybe next tuesday at winnie's((:


Got to pick myself up when it all falls apart.


' hold my hand. i miss you '
@Friday, November 24, 2006 @9:53 PM

finding strength to carry on
I've decided to delete two of my pervious post. If holding on to my worries brings me down, I'm going to ditch them and follow my heart. God is there for me and will be there for me always. I've felt that I didnt have enough faith to carry on I just cried. I haven had enough courage to smile for the last few days moreover bounce about like I usually do. But after yesterday's Christmas Rehearsal, I smiled. I need t stay focus on what lies ahead of me. And I pray for the strength to do so.


He holds my hand.
Stepped in and saved the day.
His mercy falls on me.
His grace leads me through.
He is who he is no matter where we are.



' I've been missing you. '
@Thursday, November 23, 2006 @11:46 AM

colors of tigger
Movie with Eunice was nice.
The dancing made you want to get up and groove on the floor.
Now I have a splitting headache.
World's spinning.
Tennis tmr, can't wait!
Seniors may be crashing.
Music books are just a stack of papers which cost a bomb.
All they have are tapoles (music notes) swimming inside (eunice said this).
But they're all that shapes the world I play to create.
No stacks of paper.
No world of my own.
No music.




' look on the inside, it's different '
@Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @7:03 PM

how did i fall in love with you
Remeber when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night islong and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight


What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight


What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?


Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall in love with you?





' the way you look away '


@ @1:01 PM

redd-nails

Painted my nails red to play squash.
' you put aside our differences '
@Monday, November 20, 2006 @10:48 AM

taped
Squash with Prissy was fun. And now my ankle hurts.
I forgotten to tape my ankle.
' no comments '
@Sunday, November 19, 2006 @10:11 PM

kids in the pool



Kids in the pool.
Mothers watching.

Fathers cooking by the BBQ pit.
Smiles crack upon faces.
Laughter in the air.

Revolving around a world of joy.
Worries all forgotten.




Went for potluck dinner at the aunty Gee's old house. It's been a long time since everyone went back there. The bungalow still seems the same. The same kind of feeling was there went I step into the house. And a mist the parents chatting and the music playing in the back ground, children's laughter filled the air. My memories came back. I felt as if I was 7 again, when exams werent even in my dictionary, when school was for play. The kids didnt seem to worry about anything. School was out and they just wanted to have fun.
Worship lead by gracia was not bad. Got to give credit to her, I dont think I would have the courage to do that. It reminded me of rachel and how she seem strong, no matter at what cost. Anyways, she'll be coming back to Singapore next year, I hope((:







' Hold my hand and sing me a song. '
@Saturday, November 18, 2006 @11:04 PM

seemingly warm


Sit down with me and have a cup of hot chocolate.
' would you? '
@ @3:03 PM

Music speaks for me.
LOVE OF MY LIFE
I am amazed
When I look at you
I see you smiling back at me
It's like all my dreams come true

I am afraid
If I lost you girl
I'd fall through the cracks
And lose my track in this crazy lonely world

Sometimes it's so hard to believe
When the nights can be so long
And faith give me the strength
And kept me going on

You are the love of my life
And I'm so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are the love
The love of my life

Now here you are
With midnight closing in
You take my hand as our shadows dance
With moonlite on your skin

I look in your eyes
I'm lost inside your kiss
I think if I'd never met you
About all the things I'd missed

Sometimes it's so hard to believe
When a love can be so strong
And faith give me the strength
And keep me holding on

You are the love of my life
And I'm so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are the love
The love of my life



Looking for nice songs I asked jian whether he had any nice songs and he sent me this song((: I love the piano in this song. Now come to think about it, I'm going to do my composition on the word LIFE. Without music life would be a mistake. How I'm going to do it, I'm still thinking. Maybe a piano and a string quartet. A whole ensemble would be too ambitious.hmmm. Music gives me my life. It completes it. I thank the LORD for it((:



'thanks for everything'
@ @12:51 AM

a trip to the hospital
Today was my appointment at the hospital to get my ankle checked. The doctor asked me the usual questions and at my reply he gave me a ' I dunno what the freaking problem is with your ankle' kind of face. So he sent me for an X-ray.
Nurse, " Follow the yellow foot prints to get to the Xray clinic." Me , "Cool." So it was the first time I have ever had and Xray done. Ultra Mega Cool! (you got to give me credit it was my first time) And of all days I wore a skirt which is shorter then my sch's uniform.(so you get how short it was) . When the result were out, I got to see how my foot really looked like. The doctor told me that I had a relatively high arch. So I may have to get an arch support. (what's that?)
I then got a appointment with the physiotherapist. Nurse, " This time follow the pink arrows." Me, "This place is ultra cool." (mind you it was Tan Tock Seng Hospital)
So at the physiotherapy centre the physiotherapist was pressing at every part of my right ankle. Oh and I got a very nice physiotherapist. Her name is lyn((: After a numerous number of times of her pressing at every different part of my ankle, she hit the right spot. OUCH! And finally after a whooping 4 months I know why my ankle hurts. The ligaments that join my bones are what you called wore out, so the pain comes about. And one more thing, the physiotherapy room was like a freaking large GYM! Will be going back there for another session in ten days time((: Well in the mean time whenever I exercise, I need to tape my leg to give my arch support. The trip to the hospital with mummy was fun((:
@ @12:10 AM

swirls
It still doesn't feel right.




'Life without music would be a mistake'
@Friday, November 17, 2006 @5:54 PM

finishing line
'Therefore since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses; let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.'
Hebrews 12:1
Let him be my guide and strength to go through what ever is happening now. For I know that he will watch over me forever and now. amen


' thanks '
@Thursday, November 16, 2006 @10:59 PM

juice blender
I sometimes wonder what is it like to wear a thousand masks and not be the real you for one moment. Is as if you have become an actor on stage, faking that identity. And convincing everyone that you are who they think they want you to be. So now I'm confused? Someone enlighten me. It's scary, really. I feel like crying, but whats the use? Maybe if I had shut off the noise around me..imagine. Imagine a world where all you heard were the good stuff and the bad stuff got filtered off. What a glorious feeling that would be.






Now I'm down again. Hey you! cheer me up again.






So does every year of sch end like this. When everyone is all mixed up?







Candace! everything will be fine((: I'm praying.






' MIXED '
@Wednesday, November 15, 2006 @10:16 PM

Fallen Leaves Along The SideWalks


When leaves change colors.
And they start to fall.
Everything around changes.
And then you hear the wind call.
Summer fades away.
As the colors of trees do.
School's coming to an end.
Graduation is soon.
But will friendships hold on,
Like they were meant to do?





' do you still care; hold my hand '

@Tuesday, November 14, 2006 @1:06 PM

Slumber Parties Were Meant To Be Fun
I feel betrayed by you. I chose not to believe what I used to know. Imagine a friend pretending to care. It somehow hurts to know that I have to believe the real truth. Something I've tried my best to avoid. When Slumber Parties Were Meant to be Fun. You were always there during the ups and downs. But you've turn slumber parties sour. Girl talk seem all so superficial with you around. All that came out were lies. Perhaps I think too much. But as time passed, I had to face the truth, the ugly truth. No amount of soap can clean out the dirt you've created. You have made the picture I saw you in shattered like glass.






these pieces cannot be found.




Results are out and guess what?! I'm provisionally advance. One more chance.One more step.I need to get up the cliff before the rope breaks. After getting my results I felt the burden on my shoulders drop off while another one climbed up.Heavy it my seem but, I cannot give up. Not now. Not yet. Never.
I'm going to study really freaking hard this hols. So say byebye to my hols and byebye bangkok!












'I still care. friendships are on the line'
@Monday, November 13, 2006 @9:38 PM

Friendships Hold



I'M ON A MISSION




The Lord has answered my prayer. And I thank him for that.
El is RED RANGER and seriously totally crazy((:I spent an hour talking to her today! Darn funny.
Everyone is getting sick. I'm sick Eun is sick and so is mom. Peeps please take care of yourselfs especially those who haven finish their OP.



' Just to let you know I care;hold my hand '

@Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @9:13 PM


Mirror Story - korea(prepix)

This is what I call, REAL mirror style.

'holding hands; never to far away'

@Monday, November 06, 2006 @9:06 PM


Me attempting to do CHINESE
No seriously, I was doing my CHINESE homework. So Mr heng was like- I've never seen you work so hard.*haha It's CHINESE and I'm Sarah((: Well at least yesterday's CHINESE AO's was understandable!!Despite the fact that I was sick and all the coughing and sneezing, I manage to pull through the paper. And I thank the LORD((: So now I have offically finish CHINESE!! Ok not till the results are out but. NO MORE CHINESE FOR ME!! oh yeah!
One more thing. I have been learning alot of chinese words from my classmates! And I'm able to remember these words ok!
The days are getting more and more boring. Daddy is in penang! I bet he is playing GOLF! So no tennis for me tomorrow.SAD Anyways I'm still sick so cant play.



" I LOVE PLAYING THE GUITAR "


@Saturday, November 04, 2006 @11:11 AM


I am movin through the crowd
Tryin' to find myself
Feel like a guitar that's never played
Will someone strum away

And I ask myself
Who do I wanna be
Do I wanna throw away the key
And invent a whole new me
And I tell myself
No one, no one
Don't wanna be
No one
But me..

You are movin through the crowd
Tryin' to find yourself
Feelin' like a doll left on a shelf
Will someone take you down


And you ask yourself
Who do I wanna be
Do I wanna throw away the key
And invent a whole new me
Gotta tell yourself
No one, no one
Don't wanna be
No one
But me..

Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to erase it all
You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and all the curtains

No one, no one
Don't wanna be
No one
But me..

We are moving through the crowd




' brown stuff '
@ @10:28 AM



Freedom;
How do you express it?
Swirling and Twirling
Gliding across the ice
You let your legs bring you wherever you wish to go
Spinning
Turning
The whole world is watching
Freedom;
Let it go.



'I LOVE YOU.hold my hand'
@Friday, November 03, 2006 @9:46 PM

I saw you
Your eyes met mine
We locked into a stare
It felt different;
Special.

' I thought you cared, well I was wrong'
@Thursday, November 02, 2006 @8:00 PM


The Game I Love.


THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME
No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in
the way you look at me

If i could freeze some moment in my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
'Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel


I dont know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens everytime


The way you look at me



'excuse me, what happen?'
@Wednesday, November 01, 2006 @8:54 PM

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