Ok So of all days!!I get a freaking splitting migrane today.And I didn't take coffee,chocolate or played in the sun!! Anyways, I took early leave and came home to SLEEP!!((:felt much better after sleeping but still felt abit heavy. Had to go for performance class! kinda screwed up a little)):BUT I'M TRYING!!someone chop of my hand. so what. I love performing((: TRY HARDER!!
My fingers play a melody like no other.
When they hit the keys, they bring me to a
whole new stage where I sit in a different world.
One that I must find my way through music.
Each new note tells of a different story;
I spin around in my whole new world.
I feel freedom flow from my head to my toes.
Surrounding me.
Swirls and whirls.
Colors.
music breaks my slience.
I'm waiting for Sharon jiejie's wedding which would be on the 28oct I think at fort canning!((: it's so goin to be damn fun.
Ok Í'm goin to start cramming for PROMOS!!
Pray hard for me((:
everyone JIAYOU((:
'thanks for caring;'
@Friday, September 29, 2006 @11:00 PM
'I wish to see you happy'
@ @2:45 PM
SANN relax.Go east coast park and scream; you will definitely feel better.((:
Anyways. The week is ending, and my PROMOS are coming. My practical is next week and I haven gotten my pieces ready. Its like, to me it seem ok, but Mr Ku can always point out that there's sth wrong. I wonder when will I ever get it perfect. But I'm trying!! TRYING!! And Mr Sim is like killing me can. THERE ARE SOME THINGS WHICH I REALLY CANT DO IN A WEEK!! DO U UNDERSTAND.haiz.anyways cant blame him. He is new to teaching.
Finally got my racket re-string and changed grip. I didnt realized my old grip was like stinky!!
Watchin portrait of an empress on saturday!!((: And sunday, going to play tennis with daddy uncle kim fatt and jun xu((:
OK I'm going to Do MATH now.someone help me.
'I LOVE YOU;'
@Thursday, September 28, 2006 @9:30 PM
An empty walkwayWould you hold my hand and walk with me
I hear foot steps echo
But I don't see you
Then I hear your voice calling
Calling
A name so familiar
I see your hand
And I reach out
I feel your warmth as you hold on tight
Then you whisper
I LOVE YOU.
Then I replied.
Thanks for always being there for me
Through the darkest hours
You never gave up on me.
I LOVE YOU LORD.
'would you dream of me the way I dream of you;'
@Sunday, September 24, 2006 @9:58 PM
Just came back from playing tennis((:
"I really do miss you."
@Saturday, September 23, 2006 @8:02 PM
BAI SE FENG CHE
bai se de feng zheng
an qing de chun
zhen
qi shi de gan jue
meng jing ban yao yuan
tian tian de hai shui
fu zha de yan lei
kan ni sha xiao zhe
wo chu wo de shou
meng xi
wang mei you jing tou
wo men zou dao zhe jiu hao
ying wei wo bu xiang
tai kuai zou wan zhe xing fu
hen ke xi mei you chu fu
dan ai ni bing bu
ku du
bu hui zai rang ni ku
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou
neng bu neng
bu yao hui dou
shuo ni bu xu yao cheng nuo
ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui
bi jiao zi you
wo bu dong ni shuo shen me
fan zheng bu hui song shou
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou
neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo
hui bu hui
shou qian zhe shou
wan yi dian zai dao jing tou
ni shuo bu gai zai xiang
jian zhi wei le shun jian
xie xie ni rang wo ting jian
ying wei wo zai
deng dai yong yuan
bai se de feng zheng
an qing de chun zhen
qi shi
de gan jue
meng jing ban yao yuan
tian tian de hai shui
fu zha de
yan lei
kan ni sha xiao zhe
wo chu wo de shou
hen ke xi mei you chu
fu
dan ai ni bing bu ku du
bu hui zai rang ni ku
wo bei ni zou dao
zui hou
neng bu neng bu yao hui dou
ni jing jing di bao zhu wo
shuo
ni bu xu yao cheng nuo
ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui bi jiao zi you
wo bu
dong ni shuo shen me
fan zheng bu hui song shou
wo bei ni zou dao zui
hou
neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo
hui bu hui shou qian zhe shou
wan
yi dian zai dao jing tou
ni shuo bu gai zai xiang jian zhi wei le shun jian
xie xie ni rang wo ting jian
ying wei wo zai deng dai yong yuan
xie
xie ni rang wo ting jian
ying wei wo zai deng dai yong yuan
Ok like my blog cannot read CHINESE characters!
So this is the han yu ping ying
this song rocks!
I understand the lyrics ok..haha
ok fine only the chorus.((:
but at least I understand something from the song.
'I LOVE HIM <3;'
@ @1:41 PM
What can I say.
I'm freaking happy today can!!
Oh My Gosh!!
So what if I was like freaking hell tired;
WE FINALLY FINISH OUR WR!!
And I want to thank MY GROUP MEMBERS!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS<3>
I too want to THANK;
The whole class for sticking TOGETHER((:
Never forgetting MY HENG AND MY CHUA((:
And I Thank the LORD for getting me through this.
The day got better when I was allowed to go home early
And after that Daddy msged and said that HE GOT TICKETS TO WATCH A PORTRIAT OF AN EMPRESS((: Could it ever get better((:
I'm playing tennis tomorrow((:
Lollipops rule!
'he has never given up on me;I thank you LORD'
@Friday, September 22, 2006 @11:57 PM
I LOVE MY CLASS.
I LOVE A LOLLIPOP.
I LOVE TIGGER BOUNCE BOUNCE.
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS.
I LOVE DADDY AND MUMMY.
CHERLY MUMMY((:
AND I LOVE YOU.<3
@Thursday, September 21, 2006 @11:29 PM
I don't really have much to blog about.
Except for yesterday in which I FELL!!oh my gosh!!I still cant believe that I laughed so much that I tripped and fell. Thanks to sue.haha!!I and sue are like super crazy people can.OK like wth.I was actually laughing at sue then I tripped over my own foot and kinda fell. So embarrassing. Anyways I still find it funny.
I LOVE A LOLLIPOP((:
'he has always been there holding my hand'
@Tuesday, September 19, 2006 @8:31 PM
I just love Parties.<3
@Sunday, September 17, 2006 @10:24 PM
Church was usual. Music lesson was the same. And I just realised that I have like what 2 more weeks to finish learning my pieces. Especially the dances. This is totally crazy.Not really in a good mood now. Wonder why everything is spinning so fast. I kind of need someone to stop me from spinning. I'm alone here in the dark
All alone and wide awake
Come and find me
I'm empty and I'm cold
And my heart is about to break
Come and find me
I need you to come here and find me
Cause without you I'm totally lost
I've hung a wish on every star
It hasn't done much good so far
I can only dream of you
Wherever you are
I praying that everything wil turn out fine. I Know he hears me call. And I will hold on to his hand. I LOVE YOU <3
@ @4:34 PM
Sometimes;
I feel like telling you.
I LOVE YOU.
Sometimes;
I feel like you're irritating.
GET LOST.
Sometimes;
I feel like telling you.
YOU'RE SO SWEET.
Sometimes;
I feel like telling you.
I MISS YOU.
But most of the time;
I just want a HUG from you.
@Saturday, September 16, 2006 @8:48 AM
Today was a happy day.
A crazy day.
Was high on candies.
I LOVE A LOLLIPOP.
Karaoke competition was a blast.
Especially when uncle Jackson sang!
Really did enjoy myself.
Relaxed alot.
Cleared my mind.
Anyways, people continue to smile:))
I LOVE YOU;<3
'smile;you've made my day'
@Friday, September 15, 2006 @11:54 PM
Tagboards are meant to be for nice msgs.
But it seems that tagboards are starting to become warzones!
First is was Chloe's then Dee's now Zijian's.
Its quite fun though.
But gets boring.
All you see is anonymous POLLUTING the tagboard.
I cant understand why people put anonymous.
If they hate the person already.
Say it straight in the face.ha!
Anyways.
Too much pollution aint good for the body
'random; bimbo.bitch.brat'
@Wednesday, September 13, 2006 @8:35 PM
Sometimes I wonder why I'm in JC
And I did regret not going to NAFA
But when I see the friends
I figured out the reason
It's tough but I know my friends are going through this with me
And I guess they all understand
Without them
I dont think I would pull through
They are a blessing to me
And I thank GOD for all of them((:
Promos are coming
And everyone is stress
Like sue said,'the only thing I can say now is, you've got to be strong'
And if everyone held each others hand
We will get through this together((:
And ELVIS: before you regret about being in JC again.
Think about the friends you've made.
Especially ding.haha.
"friends are special so important;they make the world go round"
@Tuesday, September 12, 2006 @8:04 PM
I was sure by now
that you would have reached down
and wiped our tears away
stepped in and saved the day
but once again, I say "amen", and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear your whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as you mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the god who gives
and takes away
I'll praise you in this storm
and I will life my hands
for you are who
you are
no matter where I am
every tear I've
cried
you hold in your
hand
you never left my side
and though my
heart is torn
I will
praise you in this storm
I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
you heard my cry
you raised me up again
my strength is almost gone
how can I carry on
if I can't find you
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear you whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the god who gives
and takes away
I lift my eyes unto the hills
where does my help come from?
my help comes from the lord
the maker of heaven and earth
'he is my source of strength'
@Sunday, September 10, 2006 @7:15 PM
Tired.
Just tired.
Sisters till the end of time.
"sick"
@Saturday, September 09, 2006 @11:31 AM
Sometimes I wonder.
And perhaps to much.
School has been stressful.
I pray that I can pull through.
I think I'm falling sick.
Stress and sick really dont match.nono
It feels like I'm crying on the inside.
I really wonder why I am feeling this way.
Maybe it's just not meant to be.
I just feel like sitting down here and just rot away.
rotting........
'thanks to you;'
@Thursday, September 07, 2006 @4:45 PM
Brought Eunice for her grade 5 music practical examination today.
And I've never seen her so frantic in my whole entire life before.haha.
The examiner had a funny name Martin COTTON!
Wonder if he was soft and fluffy.
Anyways meet daddy for lunch and we went to eat DIM SUM at crystal jade((:LOOK at the food:)) so nice.
Anyways meeting benji and emm for dinner later:))And I will make a trip down to CANDY EMPIRE to buy lots of SWEETS!!:))"what if 'maybes' became real."
@Wednesday, September 06, 2006 @3:05 PM
This is freaking irritating!
My ear is still pain.
Like WTH right.ah!!
Anyways it is still pain!
As in PAIN!paIN!PaIn!pain!!
@Tuesday, September 05, 2006 @11:11 PM
INSPIRATION
I close my eyes and I seem to see you;
I hear that familiar voice of yours,
Calling out what I hear is my name.
I'm finding my way back to you;
But the ending seems to get further as I draw nearer.
Hold my hand;
Don't let me go.
I miss you.
'young girl, dont cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.'
@ @10:34 PM
I miss my old school days((:This is megan! She is my RAWRing partner.
Aint she an angel((:
And I have come to realized that I feel happier when I see someone smile instead of only me smiling((:
So people smile.It makes the world really go round.
"he will always be there for me;"
@Sunday, September 03, 2006 @1:15 PM
This is what happens when I study in school. I kinda got bored so decided to do something stupid.
Went to school with sann to study. Ended up doing handstands like the picture above! I did a cartwheel but the pic is still with sann.
I later went to meet up with primary sch friends. And what do you know.All speak chinese. I dont understand!!But still it was kinda fun meeting up with them:))
Anyone want prata?!
@Saturday, September 02, 2006 @5:05 PM
Just came back from eating PRATA!!
*whoot*!
@ @1:05 AM
Our smiles will never ever fade.I thank the Lord for her.((:
This is for YOU!and all my tonnes of friends.
LOVES<3>
YOUR HEART WILL LEAD YOU HOME
Sunny days and starry nights
And lazy afternoons
You're countin' castles in the clouds
And hummin' little tunes
But somehow, right before your eyes
The summer fades away
Everything is different
And everything has changed
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home
Funny how a photograph
Can take you back in time
To places and embraces
That you thought you'd left behind
They're trying to remind you
That you're not the only one
That no one is an island
When all is said and one
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there with love to share
And your heart will lead you home
There'll come a day
When you're losing your way
And you won't know where you belong
They say that "Home is where the heart is"
So follow your heart
And know that you can't go wrong
If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The one who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you
@Friday, September 01, 2006 @4:49 PM
OK SO WHAT IF I SOUNDED BAD YESTERDAY.Ah blah..Anyways I really dont know what wrong with my ear!?!Infection just wouldnt go away.And my mom was like:"if it gets worst, I've got to bring you to see the specialist."Oh man! I'm actually really freaking scared.I really dont want to lose my hearing.Music is the only thing I'm good at. :( and without my hearing it aint gonna happen.But I'll always pray real hard.And I believe he will hear my cry.Anyways. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!!Whee~ love<3>
' my mind is in a mess '
@ @11:49 AM
An empty walkway
I miss my old school days((:
