you make me feel REAL;

OK this week has been the most crazy week in my life ever since I stepped into YJC.
Was in, as sann said, a RANDOM mood. But in all I wasn't feeling all well. Stressed out and sick are definitely not a good match; nono-shakes head-

But still tried my best to smile((: Because I had once promise someone I would always smile; no frowning.

Everything was kinda messy and not in place. It actually drove me nuts. Till now I have still not finish that dumb essay of mine.ARGH!!

Saturday was the start of the craziness.
Then came sunday which seem to calm things down.
Then came MONDAY!!oh my gosh!!

MONDAY-
Stayed in school till like 6pm! Had tonnes of work which piled up till like you cant see the top. slept at like 1am!!bad for health but whos cares rite..haha

Tuesday-
still crazy!! as in crazy!! was in totally bad bad mood.haiz. even mentos couldn't like give me sugar rush.

WEDNESDAY-
which was yesterday.was the worst day even since I stepped into YJC. As in worst worst! Only then I started thinking of what to wear for my performance for the teacher's day concert. Then I had to ask like a million zillion ppl for stuff. But how could I forget aunty juliet who has like everything you need.haha. If not for her jacket, I think I would be like wearing my uniform to perform.
I had to go rehearsals but the thing was that I had to attend a workshop AT WHERE-ACJC
daddy came to pick me up and sent me back to sch for rehearsals.Stayed in sch till like 930 then went to aunty juliet's to pick up my top. reach home at abt ten plusplus!!washed up and ate the first meal of the day, ironically it suppose to be the last meal, dinner.
slept like at like abt 1am!!and to think that I had to perform the next day.

TODAY-
Was angry. But then it was better after she came to sch!!finally my only pianist! emm khoo!!
I have only one thing to say for today.And one thing that I have come to realized!
THE STAGE IS MY WORLD!!
SO WHAT IF PEOPLE DONT THINK SO.WTH
had pizza after I sang. Kinda ran off with one whole box.haha.
Saw my teachers today:)

ANYWAYS..HAPPY TEACHER"S DAY!!

' Everytime you feel like giving up, just remind yourself how satan has already lost the battle'

@Thursday, August 31, 2006 @10:27 PM

*notice the clock!*
This is what happens when you study till like 1am in the morning!!
I'm practically dead!

'Give my strength for each new day'

@Monday, August 28, 2006 @7:50 PM

STRESSED UP!

IRRITATED BY EVERYTHING THAT IS AROUND ME!

SOMEONE HELP ME TURN THINGS AROUND!

I FEEL LIKE CRYING!!

FRUSTRATED!

I DUN LIKE MY TIGGER ANYMORE!

I HATE MY JELLY BEANS!!

I STILL WANT MY LOLLIPOP!!

OK COME TO THINK ABOUT IT, I DONT WANT MY LOLLIPOP ANYMORE!!

JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!

'I pray for strengh each new day.'

@ @5:52 PM

I LOVE EVERYONE IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!!

I lOVE TIGGER!!

I LOVE LOLLIPOPS!!

AND I LOVE JELLY BEANS!!

'please let it be the way i want it to be'

@Sunday, August 27, 2006 @10:28 PM

Went to school today for NOTHING!!
Didnt sing..wasted my time and I had to travel to town in my UNIFORM
How nice right.
Anyways finally got to meet up with steph darling and kaikai.
So many stories to tell:))
And I got to go to candy empire!! to buy JELLY BEANS!
OK I think I was a little too hyper!
Fine I was super hyper!!
I had never seen so many sweets in my whole entire life IN SINGAPORE.
AND I SAW A FREAKING DAMN BIG BIG BIG!! LOLLIPOP!!
I' m so going to get that:))
and maybe a toothache after I finish eating it:)

Life is kinda fun now:))
but super stressful.
but with friends like emm and sann and lots more...etc
I have learn to LOVE life and Live it to its fullest.

TRIP DOWM MEMORY LANE
Steps that remain the same;
Houses that repeat my name;
Lanes that know my smile;
In a place where all seems the same.

Familiar faces;
Same walking paces;
Everything rewinds back in time;
To where it all began.

That feeling inside of me;
I cannot describe;
That feeling I know brings me back;
To the black and whites of my past;
And it makes me SMILE:))

@Saturday, August 26, 2006 @8:55 PM

BOUNCEY BOUNCEY BOUNCE

Today rocks even though I was not feeling fine but yah.

BENJI made my day by saying good morning to me:))

Long time since I talked to that boy.

Anyways, after a long day at school;

Went to aunty suzie's child care center today:))

Memories of my childhood just flashed back in my mind as I was walking there from school.

I could see myself riding my bike along the back lanes behind where I used to stay.

It was such a freaking nice feeling:)

Ok the kids at the child care were sooo cute.

Eunice and Dee were clocking up CIP hrs while I was just slacking and playing BUBBLES.

oh man..I'm such a 3 year old kid.

Ok like this kid was only 2 year plus and she could read the words in the newspaper!!

Thats what I call smart.

I gave her my A&C and she could read even though she did not know what it meant.

But me eun and dee were super amazed!!

I SAW HIM TODAY AND HE SAID HI:))

@Thursday, August 24, 2006 @8:35 PM

Today is STEPH'S birthday!
so to her:

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEPH-NI!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

*CHEERS*
LOVE YA SWEETS!!

Today I sang, it was like freaking scary.
oh my gosh!!
so got to work on it with my one and only loyal pianist EMMELINEEE!!
yay!!emm has always played the piano for me and with me yeah:))
love her!

anyways!!work hard!!study hard!!
GET PROMOTED!!

@Tuesday, August 22, 2006 @7:41 PM

HELLO!!
oh man I'm super tired.
DAddy is not in SIngapore!
He didnt even tell me he was goin off!
Seessh! anyways, he always does that.blah:P

Still doing work!
Must sleep early!

Joseph cant seem to study!
Hey you boy!go study and dont slack!
haaha.

Will be singing If I Aint Got You-by Alicia Key

'Music rocks my world 24/7'

@Monday, August 21, 2006 @11:03 PM

Today is JAJA BIRTHDAY!
so to her:))

Happy 18th birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to JAJA..........................
*head butt*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUU!!
MUACKS.
*LOVES*

anyways RAH is still sick.
byes.

"Singing Alicia Keys-If I Aint Got You."

@Sunday, August 20, 2006 @8:44 PM

FREAKING TIRED!
RAH IS SICK!
AND HER RIGHT EAR IS LIKE INFECTED!
LIKE FREAKING PAIN

Talked with friends on the phone till like 1am plus!!
It was like totally crazy. But was so exciting.
Crazy bunch of PEOPLE.*loves*

JIA-
TELETUBBIES??

-what happened yesterday-
Could hardly stay awake in school yesterday! Man was I tired.
Played touch rugby!*rocks*

Wheeled around computar lab2.WHEE~

my tummy feels so fine.

ok like wth?!random.

Stay for some talk thingy and didnt get to play tennis.

Then went to the doctors in the night before going for dinner.

WENT TO CHOMPCHOMP!*tummy feels so full*

SAW DARDAR!*misses*

Slept at about 12plus.

I couldnt wake up today!!

But still I tried.

Then I went to play tennis with daddy at the club at 8AM!

OK if you think thats early!

ALL 6 courts were fully book!

Imagine the people willing to wake up early to play tennis.*love*

Anyways, the club was still quite full as there was a charity golf competition going on.But apparently only the golfer's terence were full.The pool side with slient.

Then when I went into the shower room to shower?!!?!

It was like total slience.Even the school library is like nosier.

Super freaky. But still I had to bath.

Reach home and just fell asleep.

Just finish doing my EOM!*yay*

But I still have lke a butch of stuff to finish.

Good luck RAH.

Anyways before I go,

OH MY GOSH!

I'M SINGING FOR TEACHER'S DAY!!

WHATS SONG?

ALICIA KEY- If I aint got you.

'Beauty is soul deep.'

@Saturday, August 19, 2006 @4:35 PM

TOTALLY dead tired;

Flat down;

Drainned out;

Battery life = zero

School = stressful

Friends = loves

When I see YOU; I smile

'He knows my name; He knows my calling'

@Monday, August 14, 2006 @9:10 PM

Just came back from planet shaker's concert!!

OK so it wasnt as super as I thought it would be.

But so..it was fun!

Anyways I kinda lost my voice.

And I want to sing on sunday!

MAJOR HELP!!

Now I sound squeaky.

"He has always been my source of strength"

@Friday, August 11, 2006 @11:34 PM

THIS IS MY PLASTIC BATON.

OK FINE;

IT'S NOT REALLY MY;

SHOULD BE ZIJIAN'S;

OK ACTUALLY IT'S SCHOOL'S PROPERTY.

AND ZIJIAN SAYS I CANT HAVE IT.

BLAH:p

happy national day!!

@Wednesday, August 09, 2006 @8:39 PM

Today was YJC's annual sports meet.
OK..it wasnt as fun though, but at least I brought back something.

Ran 4X100 and I think I pulled a muscle so I couldn't bend my leg after the race.
And what do you knw?!?
I still had one more race to run.
PRALUFF!!( a 2000m race in which there are 6ppl and the thing is that you are allowed to run any distance you want as long as you complete the 2000m)
I still ran but not too my fullest as I couldnt even walk without feeling the pain.
So sorry to the team((: but even so we got 3rd. But I still feel bad.

After that went to eat with JAJA EMM SANN!!
They went off to queensway and I went home to SLEEP!!
sorry but was freaking tired.

Anyways, my leg is still like freaking pain.
My leg has never been this pain before.
And I have never felt this much pain before.
Seesh!!

Need to go finish doing math before sleeping.
LEG HURTS!!blah q:

"Do onto other what you would have them do to you."

@Tuesday, August 08, 2006 @10:36 PM

I HAD LITTLE TOO MUCH OF SOMETHING GOOD.

I THINK EVERYONE WENT DEAF WITH MY NOISE.
''BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPP!''

ANYWAYS..CAN I HAVE BACK MY BATON PLEASEEEEEEEE.....

'Prayer answers all questions.'

@Monday, August 07, 2006 @9:00 PM

Ok its been a long time since I've updated my blog.
EMM I'm not LAGGINGG!! blah:P
Been busy even since I came back from OBS.
OBS was super fun.

School is super stressful. I dun want to retain.

Sports day on tuesday. 2 days more. Cant really run but wth! I'm so going to run out my all. The most i wont be able to walk for a few days.

Anyways need to study!! byes

@Sunday, August 06, 2006 @8:22 PM