you make me feel REAL;

TE AMO <3

'light a million candles to bring the light to the darkness'

@Monday, October 30, 2006 @7:53 PM

It's scary not knowing whether you would be promoted or kicked out of school. As Cheryl said, 'I will not feel relief till I know that I've been promoted'. I guess I feel like this too. With OP and Chinese A's coming, the feeling is getting worst. I've lost all mood to do everything! Perhaps retail therapy may help.*haha -apparently, I've run out of cash-

'Hold my hand like you said you would.'

@Wednesday, October 25, 2006 @8:26 PM

Met up with Ash, Qi and Ros at Ros's place for Hari Raya as we do every year. And I finally got to meet Chester, Ash's Bf. He's a nice guy. We watched underworld and I got bored after a while. At least Shuqi's reaction to the movie was somewhat amusing.
My head has be spinning at this tremendous speed since last Saturday! The feeling I have now is, how do I put this, erm ' not very good '.
I can't seem concentrate just yet on my chinese A's. Maybe is because I'm not good at it!It's chinese! And hey, I failed my chinese promos which wasnt a surprise to me. I seem like I'm down grading myself.
Oh yah, this may sound cruel but I have learnt a new chinese word from sann which is ZI JING meaning commit suicide. See girl, I still remember((:

Have been pondering over things I know I should not be pondering over. Wonder what is going on in that brain of mine. It seems really wreaked inside and is still spinning really fast. I need to see a doctor soon.

'Money. It's going to be out of fashion in eternity'

@Tuesday, October 24, 2006 @10:14 PM

Here are some random photos from the whole year in school((:

me and sophie
After project work
Sports day((:
OBS
GALA dinner
DARLINGS((:
I got bored of studying.
Me and Sann
Me and Ah gong!
Sann.Jaja.Emm.Me

'I miss you.'

@ @1:00 PM

I'm Gonna Love You

Angel in disguise
Stories in his eyes
Love for every true heart that it sees.

Was it just a lucky day
That it turned to look my way
Or is it Heaven right before my very eyes.

He showed me all new things
The shimmer of moonbeans
I was blind, but now he's helped me see.

I was lost but now I'm found
His happiness surrounds
And now I find that my dreams can come true.

Cause I'm gonna love you for the rest of my life
I'm holding you safe here in this heart of mine
I can't live without you cause my soul would die
You know I'm telling the truth, I'll spend the rest of my life loving you

It didn't start this way
It happened just one day
You smiled at me and I saw you, differently.

Now I'm a tremble just to be
A part of you as we
Begin a life that's sure to never end.

@Monday, October 23, 2006 @11:28 PM

I finally did some shopping yesterday. Went out with Sann and met Gen and Dawn(spongebob) and then met sophie. Was super tired and my legs were sore. Shopping in heels is a nono. Gave me blisters on both legs!! And I'm still feeling the pain in my ankle. Feels swollen but it aint looking swollen. I'm still waiting for my checkup on the 17thnov. I think by then I wont be able to walk.*laughs*I and SAnn got kicked out of PA!(see the pic below).Anyways cousin sharon's wedding is on sat. And I have to wake up at freaking early 7am to get ready. Just because my bro needs to be there to open the door. Aiyah. And I can get to see all my cousins WHOOT!

Saw zhang li and desiree jie today at IKEA. Desiree jie's stomach is getting bigger!! baby is coming((:

Sann I'll be praying for you.Dont worry.

Looking Away

Would you give me a rose

And say those three words.

"I'm fine.hold hands."

@Saturday, October 21, 2006 @11:56 PM

I'm in need of this.

Seriously!

SHOPPING

whoot*

Promos are officially over!

Much has happen over the past few days. Everyone has been totally stress out over our promos. Our school expects too much from her students. Seriously, I need tremendous amount of marks to pass overall results. Well, but I guess GOD will show me where he wants me to go. I guess I have tried my best over the pass few days.

Finally, I feel a sense of relief even though I know I may not make it

But for now.GIRLFRIENDS it's time to PARTY!!

So daddy can I have some cash to spent((:

'hold hands; spin me but never let go.'

@Thursday, October 19, 2006 @4:13 PM

Holding Hands

Walk down that seemingly endless road with me

And watch the sunset

Our shadows tell of where we've been

Hold my hand

Hold on tight and I wont let you fall

Have heart

And we will finish this endless journey tonight.

'I sing it one last time for you;'

@Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @5:56 PM

An endless flight of stairs.
I need to reach the top to get to the otherside.
My legs are tired.
The climb is taking forever.
But I have to continue this seemingly endless journey.
I know HE is watching over me.
And so are my friends.
Light up!
Press on!
Never give in.
Trust the voice within.
And find the strenght to carry on.

'Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly'

'holding hands. I will not let you fall.'

@Sunday, October 15, 2006 @9:41 PM

As I type out this entry, all that is in my head is PROMOS!!
OK like wth rites. Someone spammed my class's blog's tagboard.-rolls eyes- Saturday was a kind of productive day. Did some work before going to church for worship practice((:which was a blast((: ok so what if I screwed up on friday's practical rite. What gives?!...I still love to play the piano hell lots.

Anyways, on thurs, jingyi, shahirah and shao wei came to crash! super-duper funny can. we RAN!!!! when we saw ganesh!! oh my gosh!! And ganesh said sth like---see me then run. If he saw our skirts.. we would all be in hot soup!!

Sat night, had dinner with stacy and claudia with their two kids.And one couldnt stop crying! ok the kid was damn funny. And to think that I thought Naomi was super hyper, mommy said I was worst when I was young! I cant imagine((:

Sunday was kind of weird. Church was normal((:Worship was a blast((: Then went lunch with uncle sing kong and uncle jeang long(ok i dunno how to spell his name). If you guys get to meet Dr lee sing kong..you would laugh and laugh and laugh. And yes eunice I know uncle sing kong is very funny. Uncle sing kong is just some super funny guy((: Sunday sch was always fun with him around.With that booming voice of his..you will always know he is there((: And he is always carrying aunty wai chin's handbag for her. So sweet.

Anyways sann is sick so she didnt come to sch today): However she is feeling better now and will be coming tmr!! yay!!And I'm very happy with myself today((: cause I did work!! I did work!!
ok will continue doing WORK!!
everyone-----> JIAYOU!! dun give up!! Press on!! ((:

@Monday, October 09, 2006 @10:41 PM

ONLY ONE<3

You're my creator, my provider, my rock, my bestfriend;
You're my father, my hope, my happiness, and my everything;
You're my refuge, my shelter, my shield, my delieverer;
You're my peace, my LOVE, and the water I thirst for
You're my best friend

Thank you Lord, for everything you gave
For letting me live in this world
Thank you Lord, for the life you gave me
For dying for me, O Savior Lord

You're always there when I needed you
You're like fire of love and warmth and truth
You cover me with your wings
You've let me see
You're the ONLY ONE
I Live for

You created the heavens and the earth;O GOD,you're full of wonder
You're my huge hill,my confidence,you're like an eagle
You scare away the enemies, you held my hand
You're the father who LOVES, and forgives,you're the ONLY ONE

King of all, my source of strength, a raging river full of life and grace
A majestice lion, who is king of all, you're as bright as the sun
You are so beautiful, like the moon and the stars
King of kings and Lord of Lords, my GOD in whom I trust.

Give me joy, and comfort, and rest
Show me love and compassion, and courage to live in this world

' I hope you feel the same way as I do.'

@Saturday, October 07, 2006 @12:10 AM

Polina Seminova as Cinderella.

Freedom.
Grace.
Poise.

'I love you.'

@Friday, October 06, 2006 @8:55 PM

POLINA SEMINOVA.
Love the music.
Love the dance.
Love the Girl.

@Thursday, October 05, 2006 @5:56 PM

HELLO MUMMY AND DADDY((:

LOVES<3

@Wednesday, October 04, 2006 @6:05 PM

I LOVE HER<3>

OK Like wth rite.GP paper was ok only despite the fact the I did not have enough time to finish my AQ!!OK and to think that that was bad.Trying looking at the chinese paper.Seriously I have never seen that type of chinese before.Even qiping said it wasnt easy. How do you expect me to understand a single word.Sigh. I need to buck up on my chinese!!
Anyways, my practical is this friday.I'm seriously stressed up over it. If I do not do well for it, I'm so going to cry.Ok lik wth.
I really wish my promos would just end after a night of dreaming.haha.*dream on sarah*
Will go and practice my piano now.
I WANT AN A!! FOR PRACTICAL((:

'Daddies and Mummies((: i love them all'

@Tuesday, October 03, 2006 @8:51 PM

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!

Ok, it's children's day can((: I LOVE LOLLIPOPS

LOLLIPOPS!!JELLYBEANS!!NERDROPE!!MALTEDCANDY!!GUMMIES!!

SUGAR RUSH!!

I love to bounce on my bed((:

I love to create noise((:

I love TIGGERS that bounce alot!((:

The esplanade ROCKS!

Portrait of an empress was super-duper GOOD can.((:

Tennis rocks my socks!

My legs take me everywhere((:

I LOVE TO SMILE=D

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS((:

I LOVE MY DADDY AND MUMMY((:

MY BRO AND SIS ROCK MY WORLD!!

I HAVE THE COOLEST GRANDMAMA can.!!

cherly mummy and vincent daddy((:

I MISS MANY MANY PPL..STEPH.KAIKAI>and CRAZYno.2 BENJI((:

This is called randomness....

@Sunday, October 01, 2006 @11:44 PM