shouting from the top of the mountain

moved

2006-12-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

I HAVE MOVED HOUSE((:

http://rrah.livejournal.com

you make me happy

2006-12-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

I HAVE HAPPY FEET!
-dances around-

' I Love to see you smile((: '

2006-11-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

Again I am burnt from tennis trainning. Now I look stupid.UglyFugly. Tennis was freaking fun today. Was funny, laughed alot.
Bert is Crazy Nutty Funny((:
Rachel chan is so cute!
JAMIE IS SIMBA!! jamie dont kill me(:
Sharon is BLACK STUFF!!!
QianQian is so demure
WINNIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-------
Kuo En!! YOU!!YOU!!YOU!!

OK I think I'm super high now. wheee---
Can't wait for trainning tmr. Going to be so fun!
Ok I shan't crap anymore..
Thinking of changing to LiveJournal..maybe later k bert.

' Sing.Sing a Song '

HELLO

2006-11-28T15:02:00.000+08:00

CANDACE is at my house now. And we are the super bored people.

' Happy me '

You Will Never Walk Alone

2006-11-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
You may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone
The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears

Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember where ever you may go

Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully

Ashika! you will never walk alone again. Know that he will always be there even though you feel distant, he's still there loveing you((:

' spend a life time loving you '

Amen

2006-11-27T00:49:00.000+08:00

Verse1
On days of gray
When doubt clouds my view
Its so hard to see past my fears
My strength seems to fade
And its all I can do
To hold on, till the light reappears.
Still, I believe though some rain's bound to fall
That you're here next to me
And you're over it all.

CHORUS
Lord, the sky's still blue
For my hope is in you
You're my joy, You're the dream thats still alive
Like the wind at my back
And the sun on my face
You are life,You're grace.
You are blue skies, You're my blue skies

Verse 2
When nights are long
Seems the dark has no end
Still we walk on in the light of the truth
For waiting beyond, where the morning begins
Is the dawn, and your mercy anew.
Oh, to believe we're alive in your love
There is so much to see,
if we keep looking up.

Bridge
You filled the heavens with hope and a higher love
A picture of promise for life.

He is watching over me no matter what. Even when it's rainning.
My Lord God and Heavenly Father I LOVE YOU((:

' Lollipops; Jelly bean; Gummie bears; Malted Candy-sugar rush '

unbearable

2006-11-27T00:34:00.000+08:00

My christmas prayer is to be able to run again.

For my legs to be able to with stand long distances.

To not feel the sharp pain.

To be ME again.

Amen.

' I'll be right beside you dear '

dancing bears - painted things

2006-11-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Dancing bears and painted things remind me of old memories in old boxes,

Sealed up tight so that I will not forget special people like you.

Lights, lollipops and merry-go-rounds make me grin real big.
Orange things with black strips make me want to bounce.
Jamming till the house goes down makes me hyper.
Running lets all that is within me run lose.
Singing his praises lifts me off my feet.
Swirls and whirls take me on a spin.
Holding hands make me smile.

There's a war going on at home. Between the spongebob (eunice) and my brother! No seriously they are crazy nuts. My brother throws one bomb, my sister throws two. She throws three, my bro throws four. I need PEACE!! But it's kind of amusing((: Anyways, the lights at the shops made me smile:D

' Sing me a song '

stick it

2006-11-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

Stick it is totally outrageous!
ULTRA MEGA COOL!! (as dawn would say)
Show was rockín cool. Reminds me of all the flips and flops and round offs I and Prissy used to do into the swimming pools. And that girl wont be spending christmas in singapore): I just finished painting my grandma's nails freakish RED! she cool yeah((: and she is 85 years old. Believe or not, she is my coolest grandmama.
I smiled today I think. I tried. Suppose to have tennis with girls today but it poured!!It was like rainning cats and dogs and lions and tiggers!! Anyways, tennis maybe next tuesday at winnie's((:

Got to pick myself up when it all falls apart.

' hold my hand. i miss you '

finding strength to carry on

2006-11-23T11:46:00.000+08:00

I've decided to delete two of my pervious post. If holding on to my worries brings me down, I'm going to ditch them and follow my heart. God is there for me and will be there for me always. I've felt that I didnt have enough faith to carry on I just cried. I haven had enough courage to smile for the last few days moreover bounce about like I usually do. But after yesterday's Christmas Rehearsal, I smiled. I need t stay focus on what lies ahead of me. And I pray for the strength to do so.

He holds my hand.
Stepped in and saved the day.
His mercy falls on me.
His grace leads me through.
He is who he is no matter where we are.

' I've been missing you. '

colors of tigger

2006-11-21T19:03:00.000+08:00

Movie with Eunice was nice.

The dancing made you want to get up and groove on the floor.

Now I have a splitting headache.

World's spinning.

Tennis tmr, can't wait!

Seniors may be crashing.

Music books are just a stack of papers which cost a bomb.

All they have are tapoles (music notes) swimming inside (eunice said this).

But they're all that shapes the world I play to create.

No stacks of paper.

No world of my own.

No music.

' look on the inside, it's different '

how did i fall in love with you

2006-11-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

Remeber when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night islong and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew

How did I fall in love with you?

' the way you look away '

redd-nails

2006-11-20T10:48:00.000+08:00

Painted my nails red to play squash.

' you put aside our differences '

taped

2006-11-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

Squash with Prissy was fun. And now my ankle hurts.

I forgotten to tape my ankle.

' no comments '

kids in the pool

2006-11-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

Kids in the pool.
Mothers watching.
Fathers cooking by the BBQ pit.
Smiles crack upon faces.
Laughter in the air.
Revolving around a world of joy.
Worries all forgotten.

Went for potluck dinner at the aunty Gee's old house. It's been a long time since everyone went back there. The bungalow still seems the same. The same kind of feeling was there went I step into the house. And a mist the parents chatting and the music playing in the back ground, children's laughter filled the air. My memories came back. I felt as if I was 7 again, when exams werent even in my dictionary, when school was for play. The kids didnt seem to worry about anything. School was out and they just wanted to have fun.
Worship lead by gracia was not bad. Got to give credit to her, I dont think I would have the courage to do that. It reminded me of rachel and how she seem strong, no matter at what cost. Anyways, she'll be coming back to Singapore next year, I hope((:

' Hold my hand and sing me a song. '

seemingly warm

2006-11-18T15:03:00.000+08:00

Sit down with me and have a cup of hot chocolate.

' would you? '

Music speaks for me.

2006-11-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

LOVE OF MY LIFE
I am amazed
When I look at you
I see you smiling back at me
It's like all my dreams come true

I am afraid
If I lost you girl
I'd fall through the cracks
And lose my track in this crazy lonely world

Sometimes it's so hard to believe
When the nights can be so long
And faith give me the strength
And kept me going on

You are the love of my life
And I'm so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are the love
The love of my life

Now here you are
With midnight closing in
You take my hand as our shadows dance
With moonlite on your skin

I look in your eyes
I'm lost inside your kiss
I think if I'd never met you
About all the things I'd missed

Sometimes it's so hard to believe
When a love can be so strong
And faith give me the strength
And keep me holding on

You are the love of my life
And I'm so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are the love
The love of my life

Looking for nice songs I asked jian whether he had any nice songs and he sent me this song((: I love the piano in this song. Now come to think about it, I'm going to do my composition on the word LIFE. Without music life would be a mistake. How I'm going to do it, I'm still thinking. Maybe a piano and a string quartet. A whole ensemble would be too ambitious.hmmm. Music gives me my life. It completes it. I thank the LORD for it((:

'thanks for everything'

a trip to the hospital

2006-11-18T00:10:00.000+08:00

Today was my appointment at the hospital to get my ankle checked. The doctor asked me the usual questions and at my reply he gave me a ' I dunno what the freaking problem is with your ankle' kind of face. So he sent me for an X-ray.

Nurse, " Follow the yellow foot prints to get to the Xray clinic." Me , "Cool." So it was the first time I have ever had and Xray done. Ultra Mega Cool! (you got to give me credit it was my first time) And of all days I wore a skirt which is shorter then my sch's uniform.(so you get how short it was) . When the result were out, I got to see how my foot really looked like. The doctor told me that I had a relatively high arch. So I may have to get an arch support. (what's that?)

I then got a appointment with the physiotherapist. Nurse, " This time follow the pink arrows." Me, "This place is ultra cool." (mind you it was Tan Tock Seng Hospital)

So at the physiotherapy centre the physiotherapist was pressing at every part of my right ankle. Oh and I got a very nice physiotherapist. Her name is lyn((: After a numerous number of times of her pressing at every different part of my ankle, she hit the right spot. OUCH! And finally after a whooping 4 months I know why my ankle hurts. The ligaments that join my bones are what you called wore out, so the pain comes about. And one more thing, the physiotherapy room was like a freaking large GYM! Will be going back there for another session in ten days time((: Well in the mean time whenever I exercise, I need to tape my leg to give my arch support. The trip to the hospital with mummy was fun((:

swirls

2006-11-17T17:54:00.000+08:00

It still doesn't feel right.

'Life without music would be a mistake'

finishing line

2006-11-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

'Therefore since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses; let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.'

Hebrews 12:1

Let him be my guide and strength to go through what ever is happening now. For I know that he will watch over me forever and now. amen

' thanks '

juice blender

2006-11-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

I sometimes wonder what is it like to wear a thousand masks and not be the real you for one moment. Is as if you have become an actor on stage, faking that identity. And convincing everyone that you are who they think they want you to be. So now I'm confused? Someone enlighten me. It's scary, really. I feel like crying, but whats the use? Maybe if I had shut off the noise around me..imagine. Imagine a world where all you heard were the good stuff and the bad stuff got filtered off. What a glorious feeling that would be.

Now I'm down again. Hey you! cheer me up again.

So does every year of sch end like this. When everyone is all mixed up?

Candace! everything will be fine((: I'm praying.

' MIXED '

Fallen Leaves Along The SideWalks

2006-11-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

When leaves change colors.

And they start to fall.

Everything around changes.

And then you hear the wind call.

Summer fades away.

As the colors of trees do.

School's coming to an end.

Graduation is soon.

But will friendships hold on,

Like they were meant to do?

' do you still care; hold my hand '

Slumber Parties Were Meant To Be Fun

2006-11-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

I feel betrayed by you. I chose not to believe what I used to know. Imagine a friend pretending to care. It somehow hurts to know that I have to believe the real truth. Something I've tried my best to avoid. When Slumber Parties Were Meant to be Fun. You were always there during the ups and downs. But you've turn slumber parties sour. Girl talk seem all so superficial with you around. All that came out were lies. Perhaps I think too much. But as time passed, I had to face the truth, the ugly truth. No amount of soap can clean out the dirt you've created. You have made the picture I saw you in shattered like glass.

these pieces cannot be found.

Results are out and guess what?! I'm provisionally advance. One more chance.One more step.I need to get up the cliff before the rope breaks. After getting my results I felt the burden on my shoulders drop off while another one climbed up.Heavy it my seem but, I cannot give up. Not now. Not yet. Never.
I'm going to study really freaking hard this hols. So say byebye to my hols and byebye bangkok!

'I still care. friendships are on the line'

Friendships Hold

2006-11-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

I'M ON A MISSION

The Lord has answered my prayer. And I thank him for that.

El is RED RANGER and seriously totally crazy((:I spent an hour talking to her today! Darn funny.

Everyone is getting sick. I'm sick Eun is sick and so is mom. Peeps please take care of yourselfs especially those who haven finish their OP.

' Just to let you know I care;hold my hand '

2006-11-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

Mirror Story - korea(prepix)

This is what I call, REAL mirror style.

'holding hands; never to far away'

2006-11-04T11:11:00.000+08:00

Me attempting to do CHINESE

No seriously, I was doing my CHINESE homework. So Mr heng was like- I've never seen you work so hard.*haha It's CHINESE and I'm Sarah((: Well at least yesterday's CHINESE AO's was understandable!!Despite the fact that I was sick and all the coughing and sneezing, I manage to pull through the paper. And I thank the LORD((: So now I have offically finish CHINESE!! Ok not till the results are out but. NO MORE CHINESE FOR ME!! oh yeah!

One more thing. I have been learning alot of chinese words from my classmates! And I'm able to remember these words ok!

The days are getting more and more boring. Daddy is in penang! I bet he is playing GOLF! So no tennis for me tomorrow.SAD Anyways I'm still sick so cant play.

" I LOVE PLAYING THE GUITAR "

2006-11-04T10:28:00.000+08:00

I am movin through the crowd
Tryin' to find myself
Feel like a guitar that's never played
Will someone strum away

And I ask myself
Who do I wanna be
Do I wanna throw away the key
And invent a whole new me
And I tell myself
No one, no one
Don't wanna be
No one
But me..

You are movin through the crowd
Tryin' to find yourself
Feelin' like a doll left on a shelf
Will someone take you down

And you ask yourself
Who do I wanna be
Do I wanna throw away the key
And invent a whole new me
Gotta tell yourself
No one, no one
Don't wanna be
No one
But me..

Your life plays out on the shadows of the wall
You turn the light on to erase it all
You wonder what it's like to not feel worthless
So open all the blinds and all the curtains

No one, no one
Don't wanna be
No one
But me..

We are moving through the crowd

' brown stuff '

2006-11-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

Freedom;

How do you express it?

Swirling and Twirling

Gliding across the ice

You let your legs bring you wherever you wish to go

Spinning

Turning

The whole world is watching

Freedom;

Let it go.

'I LOVE YOU.hold my hand'

I saw you

2006-11-02T20:00:00.000+08:00

Your eyes met mine
We locked into a stare
It felt different;
Special.

' I thought you cared, well I was wrong'

2006-11-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

The Game I Love.

THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

If i could freeze some moment in my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
'Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

I dont know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens everytime

The way you look at me

'excuse me, what happen?'

2006-10-30T19:53:00.000+08:00

TE AMO <3

'light a million candles to bring the light to the darkness'

2006-10-25T20:26:00.000+08:00

It's scary not knowing whether you would be promoted or kicked out of school. As Cheryl said, 'I will not feel relief till I know that I've been promoted'. I guess I feel like this too. With OP and Chinese A's coming, the feeling is getting worst. I've lost all mood to do everything! Perhaps retail therapy may help.*haha -apparently, I've run out of cash-

'Hold my hand like you said you would.'

2006-10-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Met up with Ash, Qi and Ros at Ros's place for Hari Raya as we do every year. And I finally got to meet Chester, Ash's Bf. He's a nice guy. We watched underworld and I got bored after a while. At least Shuqi's reaction to the movie was somewhat amusing.
My head has be spinning at this tremendous speed since last Saturday! The feeling I have now is, how do I put this, erm ' not very good '.
I can't seem concentrate just yet on my chinese A's. Maybe is because I'm not good at it!It's chinese! And hey, I failed my chinese promos which wasnt a surprise to me. I seem like I'm down grading myself.
Oh yah, this may sound cruel but I have learnt a new chinese word from sann which is ZI JING meaning commit suicide. See girl, I still remember((:

Have been pondering over things I know I should not be pondering over. Wonder what is going on in that brain of mine. It seems really wreaked inside and is still spinning really fast. I need to see a doctor soon.

'Money. It's going to be out of fashion in eternity'

2006-10-24T13:00:00.000+08:00

Here are some random photos from the whole year in school((:

me and sophie
After project work
Sports day((:
OBS
GALA dinner
DARLINGS((:
I got bored of studying.
Me and Sann
Me and Ah gong!
Sann.Jaja.Emm.Me

'I miss you.'

2006-10-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

I'm Gonna Love You

Angel in disguise
Stories in his eyes
Love for every true heart that it sees.

Was it just a lucky day
That it turned to look my way
Or is it Heaven right before my very eyes.

He showed me all new things
The shimmer of moonbeans
I was blind, but now he's helped me see.

I was lost but now I'm found
His happiness surrounds
And now I find that my dreams can come true.

Cause I'm gonna love you for the rest of my life
I'm holding you safe here in this heart of mine
I can't live without you cause my soul would die
You know I'm telling the truth, I'll spend the rest of my life loving you

It didn't start this way
It happened just one day
You smiled at me and I saw you, differently.

Now I'm a tremble just to be
A part of you as we
Begin a life that's sure to never end.

2006-10-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

I finally did some shopping yesterday. Went out with Sann and met Gen and Dawn(spongebob) and then met sophie. Was super tired and my legs were sore. Shopping in heels is a nono. Gave me blisters on both legs!! And I'm still feeling the pain in my ankle. Feels swollen but it aint looking swollen. I'm still waiting for my checkup on the 17thnov. I think by then I wont be able to walk.*laughs*I and SAnn got kicked out of PA!(see the pic below).Anyways cousin sharon's wedding is on sat. And I have to wake up at freaking early 7am to get ready. Just because my bro needs to be there to open the door. Aiyah. And I can get to see all my cousins WHOOT!

Saw zhang li and desiree jie today at IKEA. Desiree jie's stomach is getting bigger!! baby is coming((:

Sann I'll be praying for you.Dont worry.

Looking Away

Would you give me a rose

And say those three words.

"I'm fine.hold hands."

2006-10-19T16:13:00.000+08:00

I'm in need of this.

Seriously!

SHOPPING

whoot*

Promos are officially over!

Much has happen over the past few days. Everyone has been totally stress out over our promos. Our school expects too much from her students. Seriously, I need tremendous amount of marks to pass overall results. Well, but I guess GOD will show me where he wants me to go. I guess I have tried my best over the pass few days.

Finally, I feel a sense of relief even though I know I may not make it

But for now.GIRLFRIENDS it's time to PARTY!!

So daddy can I have some cash to spent((:

'hold hands; spin me but never let go.'

2006-10-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

Holding Hands

Walk down that seemingly endless road with me

And watch the sunset

Our shadows tell of where we've been

Hold my hand

Hold on tight and I wont let you fall

Have heart

And we will finish this endless journey tonight.

'I sing it one last time for you;'

2006-10-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

An endless flight of stairs.
I need to reach the top to get to the otherside.
My legs are tired.
The climb is taking forever.
But I have to continue this seemingly endless journey.
I know HE is watching over me.
And so are my friends.
Light up!
Press on!
Never give in.
Trust the voice within.
And find the strenght to carry on.

'Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly'

'holding hands. I will not let you fall.'

2006-10-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

As I type out this entry, all that is in my head is PROMOS!!
OK like wth rites. Someone spammed my class's blog's tagboard.-rolls eyes- Saturday was a kind of productive day. Did some work before going to church for worship practice((:which was a blast((: ok so what if I screwed up on friday's practical rite. What gives?!...I still love to play the piano hell lots.

Anyways, on thurs, jingyi, shahirah and shao wei came to crash! super-duper funny can. we RAN!!!! when we saw ganesh!! oh my gosh!! And ganesh said sth like---see me then run. If he saw our skirts.. we would all be in hot soup!!

Sat night, had dinner with stacy and claudia with their two kids.And one couldnt stop crying! ok the kid was damn funny. And to think that I thought Naomi was super hyper, mommy said I was worst when I was young! I cant imagine((:

Sunday was kind of weird. Church was normal((:Worship was a blast((: Then went lunch with uncle sing kong and uncle jeang long(ok i dunno how to spell his name). If you guys get to meet Dr lee sing kong..you would laugh and laugh and laugh. And yes eunice I know uncle sing kong is very funny. Uncle sing kong is just some super funny guy((: Sunday sch was always fun with him around.With that booming voice of his..you will always know he is there((: And he is always carrying aunty wai chin's handbag for her. So sweet.

Anyways sann is sick so she didnt come to sch today): However she is feeling better now and will be coming tmr!! yay!!And I'm very happy with myself today((: cause I did work!! I did work!!
ok will continue doing WORK!!
everyone-----> JIAYOU!! dun give up!! Press on!! ((:

2006-10-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

ONLY ONE<3

You're my creator, my provider, my rock, my bestfriend;
You're my father, my hope, my happiness, and my everything;
You're my refuge, my shelter, my shield, my delieverer;
You're my peace, my LOVE, and the water I thirst for
You're my best friend

Thank you Lord, for everything you gave
For letting me live in this world
Thank you Lord, for the life you gave me
For dying for me, O Savior Lord

You're always there when I needed you
You're like fire of love and warmth and truth
You cover me with your wings
You've let me see
You're the ONLY ONE
I Live for

You created the heavens and the earth;O GOD,you're full of wonder
You're my huge hill,my confidence,you're like an eagle
You scare away the enemies, you held my hand
You're the father who LOVES, and forgives,you're the ONLY ONE

King of all, my source of strength, a raging river full of life and grace
A majestice lion, who is king of all, you're as bright as the sun
You are so beautiful, like the moon and the stars
King of kings and Lord of Lords, my GOD in whom I trust.

Give me joy, and comfort, and rest
Show me love and compassion, and courage to live in this world

' I hope you feel the same way as I do.'

2006-10-06T20:55:00.000+08:00

Polina Seminova as Cinderella.

Freedom.
Grace.
Poise.

'I love you.'

2006-10-05T17:56:00.000+08:00

POLINA SEMINOVA.
Love the music.
Love the dance.
Love the Girl.

2006-10-04T18:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO MUMMY AND DADDY((:

LOVES<3

2006-10-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

I LOVE HER<3>

OK Like wth rite.GP paper was ok only despite the fact the I did not have enough time to finish my AQ!!OK and to think that that was bad.Trying looking at the chinese paper.Seriously I have never seen that type of chinese before.Even qiping said it wasnt easy. How do you expect me to understand a single word.Sigh. I need to buck up on my chinese!!
Anyways, my practical is this friday.I'm seriously stressed up over it. If I do not do well for it, I'm so going to cry.Ok lik wth.
I really wish my promos would just end after a night of dreaming.haha.*dream on sarah*
Will go and practice my piano now.
I WANT AN A!! FOR PRACTICAL((:

'Daddies and Mummies((: i love them all'

2006-10-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!

Ok, it's children's day can((: I LOVE LOLLIPOPS

LOLLIPOPS!!JELLYBEANS!!NERDROPE!!MALTEDCANDY!!GUMMIES!!

SUGAR RUSH!!

I love to bounce on my bed((:

I love to create noise((:

I love TIGGERS that bounce alot!((:

The esplanade ROCKS!

Portrait of an empress was super-duper GOOD can.((:

Tennis rocks my socks!

My legs take me everywhere((:

I LOVE TO SMILE=D

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS((:

I LOVE MY DADDY AND MUMMY((:

MY BRO AND SIS ROCK MY WORLD!!

I HAVE THE COOLEST GRANDMAMA can.!!

cherly mummy and vincent daddy((:

I MISS MANY MANY PPL..STEPH.KAIKAI>and CRAZYno.2 BENJI((:

This is called randomness....

2006-09-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

Ok So of all days!!I get a freaking splitting migrane today.And I didn't take coffee,chocolate or played in the sun!! Anyways, I took early leave and came home to SLEEP!!((:felt much better after sleeping but still felt abit heavy. Had to go for performance class! kinda screwed up a little)):BUT I'M TRYING!!someone chop of my hand. so what. I love performing((: TRY HARDER!!

My fingers play a melody like no other.
When they hit the keys, they bring me to a
whole new stage where I sit in a different world.
One that I must find my way through music.
Each new note tells of a different story;
I spin around in my whole new world.
I feel freedom flow from my head to my toes.
Surrounding me.
Swirls and whirls.
Colors.
music breaks my slience.

I'm waiting for Sharon jiejie's wedding which would be on the 28oct I think at fort canning!((: it's so goin to be damn fun.

Ok Í'm goin to start cramming for PROMOS!!

Pray hard for me((:

everyone JIAYOU((:

'thanks for caring;'

2006-09-29T14:45:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THESE GIRLS((:

'I wish to see you happy'

2006-09-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

SANN relax.Go east coast park and scream; you will definitely feel better.((:

Anyways. The week is ending, and my PROMOS are coming. My practical is next week and I haven gotten my pieces ready. Its like, to me it seem ok, but Mr Ku can always point out that there's sth wrong. I wonder when will I ever get it perfect. But I'm trying!! TRYING!! And Mr Sim is like killing me can. THERE ARE SOME THINGS WHICH I REALLY CANT DO IN A WEEK!! DO U UNDERSTAND.haiz.anyways cant blame him. He is new to teaching.

Finally got my racket re-string and changed grip. I didnt realized my old grip was like stinky!!
Watchin portrait of an empress on saturday!!((: And sunday, going to play tennis with daddy uncle kim fatt and jun xu((:

OK I'm going to Do MATH now.someone help me.

'I LOVE YOU;'

2006-09-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

An empty walkway

Would you hold my hand and walk with me

I hear foot steps echo

But I don't see you

Then I hear your voice calling

Calling

A name so familiar

I see your hand

And I reach out

I feel your warmth as you hold on tight

Then you whisper

I LOVE YOU.

Then I replied.

Thanks for always being there for me

Through the darkest hours

You never gave up on me.

I LOVE YOU LORD.

'would you dream of me the way I dream of you;'

2006-09-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

Just came back from playing tennis((:

"I really do miss you."

2006-09-23T13:41:00.000+08:00

BAI SE FENG CHE
bai se de feng zheng
an qing de chun
zhen
qi shi de gan jue
meng jing ban yao yuan
tian tian de hai shui
fu zha de yan lei
kan ni sha xiao zhe
wo chu wo de shou
meng xi
wang mei you jing tou
wo men zou dao zhe jiu hao
ying wei wo bu xiang
tai kuai zou wan zhe xing fu
hen ke xi mei you chu fu
dan ai ni bing bu
ku du
bu hui zai rang ni ku
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou
neng bu neng
bu yao hui dou
shuo ni bu xu yao cheng nuo
ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui
bi jiao zi you
wo bu dong ni shuo shen me
fan zheng bu hui song shou
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou
neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo
hui bu hui
shou qian zhe shou
wan yi dian zai dao jing tou
ni shuo bu gai zai xiang
jian zhi wei le shun jian
xie xie ni rang wo ting jian
ying wei wo zai
deng dai yong yuan
bai se de feng zheng
an qing de chun zhen
qi shi
de gan jue
meng jing ban yao yuan
tian tian de hai shui
fu zha de
yan lei
kan ni sha xiao zhe
wo chu wo de shou
hen ke xi mei you chu
fu
dan ai ni bing bu ku du
bu hui zai rang ni ku
wo bei ni zou dao
zui hou
neng bu neng bu yao hui dou
ni jing jing di bao zhu wo
shuo
ni bu xu yao cheng nuo
ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui bi jiao zi you
wo bu
dong ni shuo shen me
fan zheng bu hui song shou
wo bei ni zou dao zui
hou
neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo
hui bu hui shou qian zhe shou
wan
yi dian zai dao jing tou
ni shuo bu gai zai xiang jian zhi wei le shun jian
xie xie ni rang wo ting jian
ying wei wo zai deng dai yong yuan
xie
xie ni rang wo ting jian
ying wei wo zai deng dai yong yuan

Ok like my blog cannot read CHINESE characters!

So this is the han yu ping ying

this song rocks!

I understand the lyrics ok..haha

ok fine only the chorus.((:

but at least I understand something from the song.

'I LOVE HIM <3;'

2006-09-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

What can I say.
I'm freaking happy today can!!
Oh My Gosh!!
So what if I was like freaking hell tired;
WE FINALLY FINISH OUR WR!!
And I want to thank MY GROUP MEMBERS!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS<3>

I too want to THANK;
The whole class for sticking TOGETHER((:
Never forgetting MY HENG AND MY CHUA((:
And I Thank the LORD for getting me through this.
The day got better when I was allowed to go home early
And after that Daddy msged and said that HE GOT TICKETS TO WATCH A PORTRIAT OF AN EMPRESS((: Could it ever get better((:

I'm playing tennis tomorrow((:

Lollipops rule!

'he has never given up on me;I thank you LORD'

2006-09-21T23:29:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY CLASS.

I LOVE A LOLLIPOP.

I LOVE TIGGER BOUNCE BOUNCE.

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS.

I LOVE DADDY AND MUMMY.

CHERLY MUMMY((:

AND I LOVE YOU.<3

2006-09-19T20:31:00.000+08:00

I don't really have much to blog about.
Except for yesterday in which I FELL!!oh my gosh!!I still cant believe that I laughed so much that I tripped and fell. Thanks to sue.haha!!I and sue are like super crazy people can.OK like wth.I was actually laughing at sue then I tripped over my own foot and kinda fell. So embarrassing. Anyways I still find it funny.

I LOVE A LOLLIPOP((:

'he has always been there holding my hand'

2006-09-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

I just love Parties.<3

2006-09-17T16:34:00.000+08:00

Church was usual. Music lesson was the same. And I just realised that I have like what 2 more weeks to finish learning my pieces. Especially the dances. This is totally crazy.Not really in a good mood now. Wonder why everything is spinning so fast. I kind of need someone to stop me from spinning.

I'm alone here in the dark
All alone and wide awake
Come and find me
I'm empty and I'm cold
And my heart is about to break
Come and find me
I need you to come here and find me
Cause without you I'm totally lost
I've hung a wish on every star
It hasn't done much good so far
I can only dream of you
Wherever you are

I praying that everything wil turn out fine. I Know he hears me call. And I will hold on to his hand. I LOVE YOU <3

2006-09-16T08:48:00.000+08:00

Sometimes;
I feel like telling you.
I LOVE YOU.
Sometimes;
I feel like you're irritating.
GET LOST.
Sometimes;
I feel like telling you.
YOU'RE SO SWEET.
Sometimes;
I feel like telling you.
I MISS YOU.
But most of the time;
I just want a HUG from you.

2006-09-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today was a happy day.
A crazy day.
Was high on candies.
I LOVE A LOLLIPOP.
Karaoke competition was a blast.

Especially when uncle Jackson sang!

Really did enjoy myself.

Relaxed alot.

Cleared my mind.

Anyways, people continue to smile:))

I LOVE YOU;<3

'smile;you've made my day'

2006-09-13T20:35:00.000+08:00

Tagboards are meant to be for nice msgs.

But it seems that tagboards are starting to become warzones!

First is was Chloe's then Dee's now Zijian's.

Its quite fun though.

But gets boring.

All you see is anonymous POLLUTING the tagboard.

I cant understand why people put anonymous.

If they hate the person already.

Say it straight in the face.ha!

Anyways.

Too much pollution aint good for the body

'random; bimbo.bitch.brat'

2006-09-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder why I'm in JC

And I did regret not going to NAFA

But when I see the friends

I figured out the reason

It's tough but I know my friends are going through this with me

And I guess they all understand

Without them

I dont think I would pull through

They are a blessing to me

And I thank GOD for all of them((:

Promos are coming

And everyone is stress

Like sue said,'the only thing I can say now is, you've got to be strong'

And if everyone held each others hand

We will get through this together((:

And ELVIS: before you regret about being in JC again.

Think about the friends you've made.

Especially ding.haha.

"friends are special so important;they make the world go round"

2006-09-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

I was sure by now
that you would have reached down
and wiped our tears away
stepped in and saved the day
but once again, I say "amen", and it's still raining

as the thunder rolls
I barely hear your whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as you mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the god who gives
and takes away

I'll praise you in this storm
and I will life my hands
for you are who
you are
no matter where I am
every tear I've
cried
you hold in your
hand
you never left my side
and though my
heart is torn
I will
praise you in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
you heard my cry
you raised me up again
my strength is almost gone
how can I carry on
if I can't find you

as the thunder rolls
I barely hear you whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the god who gives
and takes away

I lift my eyes unto the hills
where does my help come from?
my help comes from the lord
the maker of heaven and earth

'he is my source of strength'

2006-09-09T11:31:00.000+08:00

Tired.

Just tired.

Sisters till the end of time.

"sick"

2006-09-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder.

And perhaps to much.

School has been stressful.

I pray that I can pull through.

I think I'm falling sick.

Stress and sick really dont match.nono

It feels like I'm crying on the inside.

I really wonder why I am feeling this way.

Maybe it's just not meant to be.

I just feel like sitting down here and just rot away.

rotting........

'thanks to you;'

2006-09-06T15:05:00.000+08:00

Brought Eunice for her grade 5 music practical examination today.
And I've never seen her so frantic in my whole entire life before.haha.
The examiner had a funny name Martin COTTON!
Wonder if he was soft and fluffy.
Anyways meet daddy for lunch and we went to eat DIM SUM at crystal jade((:
LOOK at the food:)) so nice.

Anyways meeting benji and emm for dinner later:))
And I will make a trip down to CANDY EMPIRE to buy lots of SWEETS!!:))

"what if 'maybes' became real."

2006-09-05T23:11:00.001+08:00

This is freaking irritating!
My ear is still pain.
Like WTH right.ah!!
Anyways it is still pain!
As in PAIN!paIN!PaIn!pain!!

INSPIRATION

2006-09-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

I close my eyes and I seem to see you;

I hear that familiar voice of yours,

Calling out what I hear is my name.

I'm finding my way back to you;

But the ending seems to get further as I draw nearer.

Hold my hand;

Don't let me go.

I miss you.

'young girl, dont cry I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.'

2006-09-03T13:15:00.000+08:00

I miss my old school days((:

This is megan! She is my RAWRing partner.

Aint she an angel((:

And I have come to realized that I feel happier when I see someone smile instead of only me smiling((:

So people smile.It makes the world really go round.

"he will always be there for me;"

2006-09-02T17:05:00.000+08:00

This is what happens when I study in school. I kinda got bored so decided to do something stupid.

Went to school with sann to study. Ended up doing handstands like the picture above! I did a cartwheel but the pic is still with sann.

I later went to meet up with primary sch friends. And what do you know.All speak chinese. I dont understand!!But still it was kinda fun meeting up with them:))

Anyone want prata?!

2006-09-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

Just came back from eating PRATA!!

*whoot*!

2006-09-01T16:49:00.000+08:00

Our smiles will never ever fade.

I thank the Lord for her.((:

This is for YOU!and all my tonnes of friends.

LOVES<3>

YOUR HEART WILL LEAD YOU HOME

Sunny days and starry nights

And lazy afternoons

You're countin' castles in the clouds

And hummin' little tunes

But somehow, right before your eyes

The summer fades away

Everything is different

And everything has changed

If you feel lost and on your own

And far from home

You're never alone, you know

Just think of your friends

The ones who care

They all will be waiting there

With love to share

And your heart will lead you home

Funny how a photograph

Can take you back in time

To places and embraces

That you thought you'd left behind

They're trying to remind you

That you're not the only one

That no one is an island

When all is said and one

If you feel lost and on your own

And far from home

You're never alone, you know

Just think of your friends

The ones who care

They all will be waiting there with love to share

And your heart will lead you home

There'll come a day

When you're losing your way

And you won't know where you belong

They say that "Home is where the heart is"

So follow your heart

And know that you can't go wrong

If you feel lost and on your own

And far from home

You're never alone, you know

Just think of your friends

The one who care

They all will be waiting there

With love to share

And your heart will lead you

2006-09-01T11:49:00.000+08:00

OK SO WHAT IF I SOUNDED BAD YESTERDAY.
Ah blah..

Anyways I really dont know what wrong with my ear!?!
Infection just wouldnt go away.
And my mom was like:"if it gets worst, I've got to bring you to see the specialist."
Oh man! I'm actually really freaking scared.I really dont want to lose my hearing.
Music is the only thing I'm good at. :( and without my hearing it aint gonna happen.
But I'll always pray real hard.And I believe he will hear my cry.

Anyways.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!!
Whee~
love<3>

' my mind is in a mess '

2006-08-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

OK this week has been the most crazy week in my life ever since I stepped into YJC.
Was in, as sann said, a RANDOM mood. But in all I wasn't feeling all well. Stressed out and sick are definitely not a good match; nono-shakes head-

But still tried my best to smile((: Because I had once promise someone I would always smile; no frowning.

Everything was kinda messy and not in place. It actually drove me nuts. Till now I have still not finish that dumb essay of mine.ARGH!!

Saturday was the start of the craziness.
Then came sunday which seem to calm things down.
Then came MONDAY!!oh my gosh!!

MONDAY-
Stayed in school till like 6pm! Had tonnes of work which piled up till like you cant see the top. slept at like 1am!!bad for health but whos cares rite..haha

Tuesday-
still crazy!! as in crazy!! was in totally bad bad mood.haiz. even mentos couldn't like give me sugar rush.

WEDNESDAY-
which was yesterday.was the worst day even since I stepped into YJC. As in worst worst! Only then I started thinking of what to wear for my performance for the teacher's day concert. Then I had to ask like a million zillion ppl for stuff. But how could I forget aunty juliet who has like everything you need.haha. If not for her jacket, I think I would be like wearing my uniform to perform.
I had to go rehearsals but the thing was that I had to attend a workshop AT WHERE-ACJC
daddy came to pick me up and sent me back to sch for rehearsals.Stayed in sch till like 930 then went to aunty juliet's to pick up my top. reach home at abt ten plusplus!!washed up and ate the first meal of the day, ironically it suppose to be the last meal, dinner.
slept like at like abt 1am!!and to think that I had to perform the next day.

TODAY-
Was angry. But then it was better after she came to sch!!finally my only pianist! emm khoo!!
I have only one thing to say for today.And one thing that I have come to realized!
THE STAGE IS MY WORLD!!
SO WHAT IF PEOPLE DONT THINK SO.WTH
had pizza after I sang. Kinda ran off with one whole box.haha.
Saw my teachers today:)

ANYWAYS..HAPPY TEACHER"S DAY!!

' Everytime you feel like giving up, just remind yourself how satan has already lost the battle'

2006-08-28T19:50:00.000+08:00

*notice the clock!*
This is what happens when you study till like 1am in the morning!!
I'm practically dead!

'Give my strength for each new day'

2006-08-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

STRESSED UP!

IRRITATED BY EVERYTHING THAT IS AROUND ME!

SOMEONE HELP ME TURN THINGS AROUND!

I FEEL LIKE CRYING!!

FRUSTRATED!

I DUN LIKE MY TIGGER ANYMORE!

I HATE MY JELLY BEANS!!

I STILL WANT MY LOLLIPOP!!

OK COME TO THINK ABOUT IT, I DONT WANT MY LOLLIPOP ANYMORE!!

JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!

'I pray for strengh each new day.'

2006-08-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

I LOVE EVERYONE IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD!!

I lOVE TIGGER!!

I LOVE LOLLIPOPS!!

AND I LOVE JELLY BEANS!!

'please let it be the way i want it to be'

2006-08-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

Went to school today for NOTHING!!
Didnt sing..wasted my time and I had to travel to town in my UNIFORM
How nice right.
Anyways finally got to meet up with steph darling and kaikai.
So many stories to tell:))
And I got to go to candy empire!! to buy JELLY BEANS!
OK I think I was a little too hyper!
Fine I was super hyper!!
I had never seen so many sweets in my whole entire life IN SINGAPORE.
AND I SAW A FREAKING DAMN BIG BIG BIG!! LOLLIPOP!!
I' m so going to get that:))
and maybe a toothache after I finish eating it:)

Life is kinda fun now:))
but super stressful.
but with friends like emm and sann and lots more...etc
I have learn to LOVE life and Live it to its fullest.

TRIP DOWM MEMORY LANE
Steps that remain the same;
Houses that repeat my name;
Lanes that know my smile;
In a place where all seems the same.

Familiar faces;
Same walking paces;
Everything rewinds back in time;
To where it all began.

That feeling inside of me;
I cannot describe;
That feeling I know brings me back;
To the black and whites of my past;
And it makes me SMILE:))

2006-08-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

BOUNCEY BOUNCEY BOUNCE

Today rocks even though I was not feeling fine but yah.

BENJI made my day by saying good morning to me:))

Long time since I talked to that boy.

Anyways, after a long day at school;

Went to aunty suzie's child care center today:))

Memories of my childhood just flashed back in my mind as I was walking there from school.

I could see myself riding my bike along the back lanes behind where I used to stay.

It was such a freaking nice feeling:)

Ok the kids at the child care were sooo cute.

Eunice and Dee were clocking up CIP hrs while I was just slacking and playing BUBBLES.

oh man..I'm such a 3 year old kid.

Ok like this kid was only 2 year plus and she could read the words in the newspaper!!

Thats what I call smart.

I gave her my A&C and she could read even though she did not know what it meant.

But me eun and dee were super amazed!!

I SAW HIM TODAY AND HE SAID HI:))

2006-08-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

Today is STEPH'S birthday!
so to her:

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO STEPH-NI!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

*CHEERS*
LOVE YA SWEETS!!

Today I sang, it was like freaking scary.
oh my gosh!!
so got to work on it with my one and only loyal pianist EMMELINEEE!!
yay!!emm has always played the piano for me and with me yeah:))
love her!

anyways!!work hard!!study hard!!
GET PROMOTED!!

2006-08-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!
oh man I'm super tired.
DAddy is not in SIngapore!
He didnt even tell me he was goin off!
Seessh! anyways, he always does that.blah:P

Still doing work!
Must sleep early!

Joseph cant seem to study!
Hey you boy!go study and dont slack!
haaha.

Will be singing If I Aint Got You-by Alicia Key

'Music rocks my world 24/7'

2006-08-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

Today is JAJA BIRTHDAY!
so to her:))

Happy 18th birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to JAJA..........................
*head butt*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUU!!
MUACKS.
*LOVES*

anyways RAH is still sick.
byes.

"Singing Alicia Keys-If I Aint Got You."

2006-08-19T16:35:00.000+08:00

FREAKING TIRED!
RAH IS SICK!
AND HER RIGHT EAR IS LIKE INFECTED!
LIKE FREAKING PAIN

Talked with friends on the phone till like 1am plus!!
It was like totally crazy. But was so exciting.
Crazy bunch of PEOPLE.*loves*

JIA-
TELETUBBIES??

-what happened yesterday-
Could hardly stay awake in school yesterday! Man was I tired.
Played touch rugby!*rocks*

Wheeled around computar lab2.WHEE~

my tummy feels so fine.

ok like wth?!random.

Stay for some talk thingy and didnt get to play tennis.

Then went to the doctors in the night before going for dinner.

WENT TO CHOMPCHOMP!*tummy feels so full*

SAW DARDAR!*misses*

Slept at about 12plus.

I couldnt wake up today!!

But still I tried.

Then I went to play tennis with daddy at the club at 8AM!

OK if you think thats early!

ALL 6 courts were fully book!

Imagine the people willing to wake up early to play tennis.*love*

Anyways, the club was still quite full as there was a charity golf competition going on.But apparently only the golfer's terence were full.The pool side with slient.

Then when I went into the shower room to shower?!!?!

It was like total slience.Even the school library is like nosier.

Super freaky. But still I had to bath.

Reach home and just fell asleep.

Just finish doing my EOM!*yay*

But I still have lke a butch of stuff to finish.

Good luck RAH.

Anyways before I go,

OH MY GOSH!

I'M SINGING FOR TEACHER'S DAY!!

WHATS SONG?

ALICIA KEY- If I aint got you.

'Beauty is soul deep.'

2006-08-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

TOTALLY dead tired;

Flat down;

Drainned out;

Battery life = zero

School = stressful

Friends = loves

When I see YOU; I smile

'He knows my name; He knows my calling'

2006-08-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

Just came back from planet shaker's concert!!

OK so it wasnt as super as I thought it would be.

But so..it was fun!

Anyways I kinda lost my voice.

And I want to sing on sunday!

MAJOR HELP!!

Now I sound squeaky.

"He has always been my source of strength"

2006-08-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

THIS IS MY PLASTIC BATON.

OK FINE;

IT'S NOT REALLY MY;

SHOULD BE ZIJIAN'S;

OK ACTUALLY IT'S SCHOOL'S PROPERTY.

AND ZIJIAN SAYS I CANT HAVE IT.

BLAH:p

happy national day!!

2006-08-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

Today was YJC's annual sports meet.
OK..it wasnt as fun though, but at least I brought back something.

Ran 4X100 and I think I pulled a muscle so I couldn't bend my leg after the race.
And what do you knw?!?
I still had one more race to run.
PRALUFF!!( a 2000m race in which there are 6ppl and the thing is that you are allowed to run any distance you want as long as you complete the 2000m)
I still ran but not too my fullest as I couldnt even walk without feeling the pain.
So sorry to the team((: but even so we got 3rd. But I still feel bad.

After that went to eat with JAJA EMM SANN!!
They went off to queensway and I went home to SLEEP!!
sorry but was freaking tired.

Anyways, my leg is still like freaking pain.
My leg has never been this pain before.
And I have never felt this much pain before.
Seesh!!

Need to go finish doing math before sleeping.
LEG HURTS!!blah q:

"Do onto other what you would have them do to you."

2006-08-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

I HAD LITTLE TOO MUCH OF SOMETHING GOOD.

I THINK EVERYONE WENT DEAF WITH MY NOISE.
''BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPP!''

ANYWAYS..CAN I HAVE BACK MY BATON PLEASEEEEEEEE.....

'Prayer answers all questions.'

2006-08-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

Ok its been a long time since I've updated my blog.
EMM I'm not LAGGINGG!! blah:P
Been busy even since I came back from OBS.
OBS was super fun.

School is super stressful. I dun want to retain.

Sports day on tuesday. 2 days more. Cant really run but wth! I'm so going to run out my all. The most i wont be able to walk for a few days.

Anyways need to study!! byes

2006-07-17T17:39:00.000+08:00

Screwed up my whole block test!!
So now is time to Mug hard!!

OBS is round the corner. This wednesday! OH MY GOSH so exciting.
*laughs*.

Went out with Sann on sat.
Went to beach road to buy stuff for OBS.
Beach road is my new place for shopping!!
And guess whats, I saw him! *laughs*

Ok anyways. Need to go and mug.

One more thing.
"LLAMA SONG"
here's a llama
there's a llama
and another little llama
funny llama
fuzzy llama
llama llama
DUCK!
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php/

EVERYTHING IN ITS TIME

2006-07-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder what lies ahead
How long til my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
so many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology

Some turn to crystal balls

To find an answer

To get through it all

I just fall on my knees and i try to pray

in the silence i can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides

Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

Everything in its time

I often feel like that i'm two steps behind

Somebody must have moved that finish line

There are a thousand reasons

why i should give up

But i'm stubborn in the things i believe

The river runs and the river hides

Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come

Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan

One i still cant see

A little surprise, like your love in your life

Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides

Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to the patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time

"Everything is in HIS time; so trust and believe"

2006-06-29T16:43:00.000+08:00

Wild cats sing along

Yeah, you really got it goin' on

Wild cats in the house

Everybody say it now

Wild cats everywhere

Wave your hands up in the air

That's the way we do it

Lets get to it

Time to show the world

Blocks are finally over!

I think I kind of screwed up everything.

Ah! what the heck!

And I so want to go and shop.

I think the money in my drawer kind of bored;

need to be spent. *laughs*

Like Pastor Tim and Aunty Sumiko are going back to Japan.

I'm going to miss them.

But I'm thankful to them for everything.

Will miss them lots.

"richKIDs on the block; highSCHOOL"

2006-06-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

My life song for you I sing

To the Creater and the Maker of everything;

My life i lay before all You are,

And in Awe of Your Glory

I dance before Your THRONE.

From above You watch me sing

Shouting Your Praise, worshipping the King;

You are the One I live for

And in Awe of Your Glory

I dance before Your THRONE.

[chorus]

For You are LORD

I give You my all

For You have saved me by the CROSS.

A life You gave, from Your own

So we could be with You,

Now and Forever.

[bridge]

Strength You gave, so I could walk

Without You I would fall

You given me hope and the courage to go

For you're our AWESOME GOD

SARAH TAN

2006-06-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

I'M

WATCHING

THE

WORLD

CUP

NOW!!

2006-06-18T16:48:00.000+08:00

FREAKING TIRED!

Today we gave

BER her

COOKIE MONSTER!

and flowers.

"You've betrayed my trust"

2006-06-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

My sister is crazy!

"We smile our best everyday, and as each day passes our friendship holds on longer. And with each step we take, our friendship becomes stronger."

Belinda.Priscilla.Me

EMMELINE I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!

"I think I will hate you."

2006-06-12T12:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was super fun. We took like so many photos. And chloe didnt come. And later aunty Alicia brought us out to eat to celebrate BER's birthday. Ok I ate so much food, as usual. Well i had so much fun laughing I kind of stop thinking about everything thats was bothering me. :) After that Eunice and Dee came to eat lunch. Tricia left early to study!! I'll box her for leaving so early the next time I see her. *evil laughter* Then ber and emm went out. Prissy went home and then Eunice, Dee and me went back to J8. And guess what we took some more pictures. We took neoprints. Totally crazy. But I was happy as I put everything aside and enjoyed myself.

The gang.Emm Ber Tricia Me Prissy. chloe is missing!

Prissy is super strong!

Trying to kill Tricia!

Hanging from the fence as our friendship hangs on forever.

past and present but our smiles remain the same.

part of the youth

short and FAT

My bestie

my besties feets and mine!

SMILING TOO HARD!

"You wear a different mask everyday."

2006-06-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

I just won a bet!! My dad owes me 10 bucks..so little but nvm..hahaha!! Ok whatever.

SORRY MARY!

I dont know why I keep making mistakes. Again and again. I only want to make the people around me happy, but it seems I'm doing the opposite. I keep letting them down. And all I keep saying is sorry. But it still feels all wrong. Sometimes i just feel like shutting out myself from the world. Maybe people will be happier.

"I am who I am."

2006-06-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

I'm watching the opening match of the WORLD CUP, Germany vs Costa Rica. Score now is 2-1.

And my stomach is still FREAKING pain. Cant eat much. But I'm FREAKING hungry now.

"Everything seems alright now"

2006-06-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

Went to school and was freaking tired. As in really freaking tired. Kinda wasted my time. Shouldnt have gone for bridging.Should just had slept at home. Seesh.
Sann says that I use the word freaking in like my every sentence. Guess im just used to it. FREAKING!!
I kind of miss everyone:
steph-ni
no no
dar..and all my MI Buddies
Dawn
Gen
Marilyn
Sann (hope she can walk soon)
...
Ash
Roshilah

I went to swensons yesterday with Ros,Ash and Qi, so fun:). But i was kind of in bad mood, but nvm. And I'm freaking thankful i have friends like fun and BERT!!and EKA was down the other day but he said he was going to EAST COAST to SCREAMMM! Well after you scream, you will feel like freaking super-duper-uper nice. It lets out all the troubles you have inside. I told that to fun because he also very fán.haha.And i told BERT my long story. She was so nice to listen to me talk shit. Thanks BERT!
Anyways I have finally watched XMEN-3 with BER,DAN,DEE,DEB,RYAN,EUNICE. And daniel didnt know how to count so he bought an extra ticket.How smart.haha. We watched it on 6.6.06 ber's birthday. Well ber was sick but yah.hope she'll feel better.

Sann still hasnt come to sch yet. Poor girl. Fell into freaking big drain and her wounds are now infected.Never mind i'll pray for her. :) But she is coming tmr! oh yay!
I haven seen GEN AND DAWN this few days.MISS THEM.
I want to go out with steph-ni! SHOPPING!!Haha..I bet she is too busy staring at 'Swen".haha ;)
We are going to MARY's house for BBQ!and I want to go skate. But first i need to buy skates! RYAN GO WITH ME!!

I did what BERT AND FUN ask me to do. I said sorry again. And NOW everything is fine:)I think, for now.

For now, I'll let things be..
And I'll try my best to smile.

"Sometimes in life, to see those close to you happy is all that you can ask for."

2006-06-07T17:54:00.000+08:00

SORRY

I'm in my lost world of thoughts.

And I dont know who am I.

Where am I.

Why am I me?

I run and run.

But it seems like eternity.

The road doesnt seem to end.

It continues to have more turns.

And I dont know which turns to take.

And I guess I have taken the wrong one.

Please show me the way out.

" Where is the passion when you need it the most."